Nikao Church

Amanda Taylor

Good morning. I’ve recently started attending Nikao church online a few weeks ago due to my sister Great experience with you guys. I also believe she’s on the servants team there. I am located in Locust Grove, GA. I had plans on coming up next weekend and to also attend an in person session. Unfortunately, I have been placed on bed rest due to a high risk pregnancy. I am also struggling with major depression and due to all the changes my body is going through and the thought of possibly loosing my baby I’ve been very emotional and angry.

On 3/12, pastor preached on how the devil is a liar. It touched my heart and since then I recognize, Rebuke, Recite, and Repeat. But I think I need help. Maybe my praise isn’t strong enough. I’m waking up in the middle of the night in fear, screaming I rebuke in the name of Jesus because the devil is attacking me. I’m living in insecurities because of a previous miscarriage. So I’m not sure about this pregnancy. I’m living in insecurities because of previous suicide attempts. So I’m not sure if I’ll overcome this depression. If you can, pray for me as I continue to pray for myself.

Received: March 19, 2023